Behind · Closed · Doors

In order to keep the past in the past, one must let go of it...and in order for one to let go of it...the people around the person must let it go as well. I am trying to get on in my life and be happy but how can i do that when there is ONE FUCKING PERSON WHO WILL NOT LET THE PAST GO? HUH??? HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPOSTED TO BE HAPPY WHEN THEY BRING UP EVERYONE OF MY GOD DAMN MISTAKES????? I get it that he was worried...but ya know my hand was forced in certian directions i didn't want it to take. And now things are natrually WORSE becuase of his "concern". Then i question...is it really concern or is it his way of trying to control me? It sounds like concern but simply b/c i am amazing at lying i doubt everything. It could be the one time i'm fooled by him but its a big one....how do i know? Trust...please...i trust Maybe four people in this life.  Especially right now. I really dont trust anyone right now. YOu love me so much and your so concerned over something that happened over a year ago! STOP BRINGING IT UP! Just because i say nothings wrong and you want something to be wrong and your not happy with what i have to say doesn't mean i'm unhappy.....LET ME LIVE MY LIFE. BUt no, you wont, you'll have to tell me what i'm doing is stupid and wrong. "Cuase thats what you do,

Current Location:	My room
Current Mood:	pissed off
Current Music:	Fuck the sytem -System of a down